The Sacrament of Dog

This old world so grinds me down,
The petals are strewn all about,
This place of gray and earthen brown,
My soul haunted by darkest doubt,
A quadruped angel in furry gown,
Wagging wiggler with cold-wet snout,
Sweetly graces me.

Earnest eyes with dogged regard,
And hind parts in dizzying praise,
A nuzzling kindness cancels cafard,
Friendship of presence not of phrase,
A wet kiss, catches me off guard,
Gift of contentment in these dog days,
Pebbles of Charity. (1)

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1. My dog's name is Pebbles

Blood Sky

Heed the creed of steel, of gun,
Drowns the choral mists of dawn,
While blood has called for blood,
Luna folds wings and is withdrawn,
Blood-red the auroral skies portend,
As bleeds a man with fate foregone.

Young men leap to the drums of war,
Bone's chill at their cold resolve,
Dimple cheeked youths in folded brow,
Kill. Primal souls deliberate, devolve.
State and church spurn their salvation,
Cold vengeance that none need to absolve.

And the man and his company lay bleeding,
The sword rewards this merchant of death,
Our sons plunder o'er their gasping frames,
Blood prints extend with their last breath,
The Pakistan sun still sees fit to rise,
Upon the end of this murderous Macbeth.

As the sun caught up with western skies,
The smell of blood upon the silver wind,
Jubilant songs tumult from vacuous souls,
Cold umbrage that grace could not rescind,
One hundred thousand with skeletal stare,(1)
Kin, Neighbor, God himself in deep chagrin.

And the sun,
And the clouds,
And children,
And birdsong,
Continue.



1) This is about how many people total have perished so far in American efforts in Afghanistan and Iraq. Our own 3000 fallen, though immensely tragic, is but a small percentage of cycle of killing and revenge.

Descent

How can you rightly be remembered,
Burn and blaze in my waning soul,
I with the sense of a new born foal,
Neglect the love that gathered,
This one to its breast.

You have entered my darkest places,
And I held the spike and the spear,
Cold. As dark filled the sky with fear,
Hades halls were stormed by graces,
Only dying could attest.

As there I stood with dripping spear,
With all the children of Adam's race,
What is this — our sin did God erase?
There his blood has stained this sphere.
Without rancor or protest.

And I can taste your flesh and blood,
At your table, the bread and the wine,
Brings you — as death could not confine,
A seed that dies, will arise and bud,
Hope for all the dispossessed.

How can you rightly be remembered,
Burn and blaze this birthing soul,
This body and blood — an ardent coal,
That ambers the grace I once hungered,
In death — love did you bequest,

To save a broken man,
And his kin,
And his race,
In your descent.

Recoil

Our blue-green home pulses life,
Blooms of plankton sea-titans feed,
And pollens and bees each compound,
The living dreams of beast and seed,
Exuding artistry — lavish in excess.
Yet, trembling — aware of fragile need,
Every cell draws a breath.

With gifts of rain and sod and air,
And eyes that crinkle in the sun,
With kin, we laugh, and tell stories,
Yet still cringe at what we become,
Like a bird that flutters from a hand
Offering seed — it's hunger will shun.
Every soul knows its fear.

And while we could but live for love,
Our kind craves the poverty of power,
Pulsing the blood of seraphs and satans,
Our love is lust, as we long to tower
Uber-strong over quiet kindred souls;
Though graced, firmly return a glower.
Everyone by tooth and claw.

And I too, like a dog with lowered tail,
Will test and doubt the stranger's hand.
Though every crystal revealed as light
From water, my blue-grey orbs will brand,
Betrays such love that fires each life,
Each dream, each place, each grain of sand.
Everything yet in strange recoil.

Penitent,
Confession.

Dark Glass

In that moment, where joy stops time,
Even then the shadows will sprawl,
The sacred birthplace of creation,
Is witness to the desert's crawl,
And every song or whispered love,
Belied in death's melancholic drawl,
Opaque.

In that moment, where grief stops breath,
Even then, holy fear attests the sacral
Within the sepulcher, where frames wither,
Bone eye holes peer beyond the natural,
And in every dirge or dance macabre,
Aurora's Seraph burns shades adumbral,
Stained.

In that moment, most knowing the alone,
Even then, hellion leviathan is denied,
A strange fellowship known in despondency,
Friendship of lepers and of the crucified,
In every tear, in every heaving breath,
Love and lament present each alongside,
Translucent.

Rise

Awaken, in the dawning, in the skies,
Night embers, like breakers on the shore,
Sets the vault ablaze in sparks of light,
In fiery hues, in hope, in love, arise.

Even as eyes of beast and eyes of kin,
Rest, oblivious to the grandeur vision,
While with the breeze and upon the dew,
Light mists shapes in auroral baptism.

Breeze finds song in the ebbing eventide,
As forms find life and limbs find sod,
And the light is caught by sight and soul,
Awash in warmth the night had once denied.

Whatever is Good

My eyes rest in the midday light,
The world's many places — not at rest,
Like anthills hell-bent on expansion,
Yet each part paces far from sight,
Exhale.

Each conflict, each pain, each death,
Like a weight upon my fragile breast,
But blandly blending through my cortex,
Are carried silently upon my breath,
Travail.

Perchance the years slack the senses,
Or mere neglecting one's genuflecting,
Perchance the fire would have expired,
In truth I must quiet these pretenses,
Telltale.

A common sound pierces this meditation,
And mind and soul slack their chains,
This man recalls that he is a creature,
Pitiful and beautiful unto salvation,
Avail.